"This is the last time", I thought. But I knew it wasn't. I knew this was just like the twenty times I've said that before as I shut my door and pulled down the window shades. I took a deep breath and turned the music way up. This has been my habit for the past … Continue reading The Last Time
I could write of love all day long and tell of its sweet moments in a song, the painful memories of its loss And the shattered being that bears the cross. I could tell of love's tragedy; like Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. Of crossed fate and destiny and the sweet destruction true lover's get. I … Continue reading Love is Unique…
If time couldn’t change the way I feel about you, then distance is no match... I’ve loved you from the first day I set eyes on you, and my heart has been yours ever since, Childish and stupid as I may have been, careless and nonchalant as I may have acted, my heart wouldn’t let … Continue reading Back To Love
Searching for a memory, hoping to give life to it, a time of fulfilled longing... a cherished time and happy time. A longing for someone from a long time ago, it seems like ages now. Someone I used to know so well I gave myself to. Someone I shared a memory and a time with. Someone … Continue reading Lust and Longing
As I lay in my bed, exhausted from the days work, I yawn and stretch... Finally, I thought, I will sleep and relax, I will regain my strength and be refreshed by morning. I use no pill tonight to help me sleep, no medication to ease the pain, I'm not numbing the pain, not tonight, … Continue reading Last Night, In My Sleep…
Good day everyone, my name is Joel and I'm an addict. It all started when I was growing up and I was exposed to this stuff, everyone said it was cool and has lots of benefits. Like every other beginner I started learning, small portions at a time. With time I began trying different types … Continue reading Hello and I’m an Addict!
I reach out, you pull back We dance this tango Even when it ain't romantic Enough precious sleep missed But still I try I give it a last shot, for old time's sake Yet your ego wouldn't let... Your paranoia ruined a good thing And that's all on you. I'm out of patience, to the … Continue reading Scattered Thoughts (5)