“This is the last time”, I thought. But I knew it wasn’t. I knew this was just like the twenty times I’ve said that before as I shut my door and pulled down the window shades. I took a deep breath and turned the music way up. This has been my habit for the past 32 days since I attended what was the party of the school year. I’m not one that parties, which was not by choice but, no one really wanted a nerd at their party, so you can imagine my surprise when Clara, the class queen’s closest friend, Tolani, asked me if I wanted to attend a birthday party.
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I could write of love all day long
and tell of its sweet moments in a song,
the painful memories of its loss
And the shattered being that bears the cross.
I could tell of love’s tragedy;
like Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet.
Of crossed fate and destiny
and the sweet destruction true lover’s get. Continue reading “Love is Unique…”
If time couldn’t change the way I feel about you, then distance is no match…
I’ve loved you from the first day I set eyes on you, and my heart has been yours ever since,
Childish and stupid as I may have been, careless and nonchalant as I may have acted, my heart wouldn’t let go Continue reading “Back To Love”
Searching for a memory, hoping to give life to it, a time of fulfilled longing… a cherished time and happy time. A longing for someone from a long time ago, it seems like ages now. Someone I used to know so well I gave myself to. Someone I shared a memory and a time with. Someone always in my thoughts… but all gone with time even as with time it came.
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As I lay in my bed, exhausted from the days work, I yawn and stretch… Finally, I thought, I will sleep and relax, I will regain my strength and be refreshed by morning. I use no pill tonight to help me sleep, no Continue reading “Last Night, In My Sleep…”
Good day everyone, my name is Joel and I’m an addict.
It all started when I was growing up and I was exposed to this stuff, everyone said it was cool and has lots of benefits. Like every other beginner I started learning, small portions at a time. With time I began trying different types of it, some were a bit too strong to handle at first but on the second and third try, I took it pretty well, enjoying it and moving with it. Continue reading “Hello and I’m an Addict!”
I reach out, you pull back
We dance this tango
Even when it ain’t romantic
Enough precious sleep missed
But still I try
I give it a last shot, for old time’s sake
Yet your ego wouldn’t let…
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