Posted in Addiction, Fiction, Stories

The Last Time

“This is the last time”, I thought. But I knew it wasn’t. I knew this was just like the twenty times I’ve said that before as I shut my door and pulled down the window shades. I took a deep breath and turned the music way up. This has been my habit for the past 32 days since I attended what was the party of the school year. I’m not one that parties, which was not by choice but, no one really wanted a nerd at their party, so you can imagine my surprise when Clara, the class queen’s closest friend, Tolani, asked me if I wanted to attend a birthday party.
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Posted in Addiction, love, Poems

Love is Unique…


I could write of love all day long
and tell of its sweet moments in a song,
the painful memories of its loss
And the shattered being that bears the cross.

I could tell of love’s tragedy;
like Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet.
Of crossed fate and destiny
and the sweet destruction true lover’s get. Continue reading “Love is Unique…”

Posted in Addiction, Life, love

Lust and Longing

Searching for a memory, hoping to give life to it, a time of fulfilled longing… a cherished time and happy time. A longing for someone from a long time ago, it seems like ages now. Someone I used to know so well I gave myself to. Someone I shared a memory and a time with. Someone always in my thoughts… but all gone with time even as with time it came.

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Posted in Addiction, Life

Hello and I’m an Addict!

Good day everyone, my name is Joel and I’m an addict.
It all started when I was growing up and I was exposed to this stuff, everyone said it was cool and has lots of benefits. Like every other beginner I started learning, small portions at a time. With time I began trying different types of it, some were a bit too strong to handle at first but on the second and third try, I took it pretty well, enjoying it and moving with it. Continue reading “Hello and I’m an Addict!”